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BAAL SHEM TOV STORY
Following the Weekly Torah Reading
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FEIVISH LOWEST OF THE
LOW
In the holy sefer, "Toldos Yaakov", a woman from the
community of Mezibush is quoted as having said: "The
Jewish people have done well to have chosen
G·d as
their L·rd, but Hashem too has selected well
by
choosing Israel as His nation, for even the lowly
Feivish consecrated His holy name."
Reb Nachman Kahana, the Spinker Bebbe in Bnei
Brak, explained her words with the following story:
There once lived in the vicinity of Mezibush a
fabulously wealthy man who had an only daughter.
When the time came for her to be married, her father
approached a local rosh yeshiva in search of a likely
candidate. The rosh yeshiva suggested Reb Feivish,
a gifted young student with a brilliant mind and equally
admirable character traits.
The wealthy man, a learned man himself, spoke with
the
young man and was so impressed, he immediately
asked
the rosh yeshiva to
propose the match to the young Feivish. To further
intice Reb Feivel, the father guaranteed a substantial
dowry and promised
to support his son-in-law for the rest of his days so
that he might be free to pursue the study of Torah.
It goes without saying that Feivish was
pleased with these conditions
and
agreed to the match.
The wedding took place after several months
and the
young couple went to live next door to her parent's
home. Feivish
continued studying Torah while his father-in-law
continued to manage his business, providing for the
young couple as he had promised. To the wealthy
man's delight, Feivish, being clever and
sharp, found favor among the townspeople and they
began coming to him with their various problems.
Many years passed and two daughters were born to
Feivish and his wife.
The years claimed their toll on the rich man and he felt
that
he could no longer carry the burden of his
business upon his shoulder.
One day, while
discussing the future with his wife, she offered this
suggestion: "My husband, you are already old. You
cannot continue devoting the same attention to your
business as in the past for you simply do not have the
strength. Is it not true that your laborers take
advantage of you and try to cheat you at every
occasion? You simply cannot continue this way
indefinitely. You
have children and grandchildren to support, and we
too, must be provided for in our old age. I suggest that
you take our son-in-law into the
business. Let him start with an hour a day until he
gets acquainted with all its workings. He is a clever
man and will eventually be able to considerably
lighten your burden. And besides, he will eventually
have to take over the business when, after 120 years,
you depart from this world."
The man listened to his wife's words but thoroughly
disagreed.
"It is not fair to Feivish," he argued. "He agreed to
marry our daughter on the condition that he would not
be required to concern himself with business
matters. It would be totally unfair to involve him in
worldly affairs when he is so diligent and devoted to
his study. That is, after all, much more important."
The controversy raged back and forth.
One
day the
daughter entered her parent's home to find her mother
sitting and sobbing.
"Whatever is the matter, Mother? Is everyone well?
What is wrong?"
The mother explained her feelings, describing her
concern for the future of the family. She reviewed all
her arguments while her daughter listened.
"But Mother," the daughter finally said, "you know that
Feivish studies day
and night, never wasting a minute. When could he
possibly learn the business?"
The mother responded, "He doesn't have to assume
complete responsibility at
once. Let him but put in an hour a day to acquaint
himself with the business."
The daughter, seeing her mother's deep concern in
the matter, promised to speak to Feivish about it.
The following day, when Feivish returned from the
Beis Medrosh, his wife greeted him despondently.
Concerned, he asked her why she seemed so
troubled. She told him of her conversation with her
mother and begged him to begin taking an
interest in her father's business, if only for an hour a
day. At first Feivish wasstrongly opposed, but the
power of the evil inclination is so mighty that he finally
agreed.
Feivish began going to the store for an hour a day, but
even during this hour, he would immerse himself in
a sefer and study all the while.
The Satan was not satisfied with the state of things
and
laid further plans to tear Feivish away from Torah
study.
"You scroundel! You dirty thief!" were the words that
Feivish heard one day as he sat in the store, pouring
over a sefer. An angry merchant had burst into the
store and was now accusing his father-in-law of
dishonest dealings.
". . . . and don't think that this is the first time you've
cheated me! I pay you in full each time for all the
merchandise that I order and then you go ahead and
swindle me in the amount that you deliver!" accused
the enraged customer.
The father-in-law opened the package thrust before
him on the counter and saw that his customer's
accusation was quite valid. He cross-examined his
workers until he found the culprit who had been
stealing the merchandise. He settled the matter with
his disgruntled customer and fired his dishonest
worker.
This scene had its effect on Feivish. He
realized that the workers took advantage of his father-
in-law, stealing whenever his back was turned. He
decided that it was up to him to take a more active
interest in the business to prevent such unpleasant
scenes in the future. Feivish started coming for two or
three hours daily, becoming engrossed with the
comings and goings of the laborers and customers.
His father-in-law, relieved to shed some of his
responsibility, relied more and more on Feivish as he
saw the capable young man grasp all the facets of the
business.
Feivish, seeing that the present laborers could not be
trusted, dismissed all of them and hired
others to replace them, reorganizing the whole
business.
Thus it happened, that when the father-in-law passed
away, Feivish was left totally involved in financial
affairs. Satan had won the first round.
By now, Peivish was spending the whole day at the
store. This left him virtually no time for Torah study.
He set aside an hour in the mornings before prayers
and another in the evenings, but the business soon
encroached even upon these precious hours. He
found that during business hours he had to tend to
customers so that he was required to review his
accounts in the evening.
Since Feivish stayed up till late at night over his
accounts, he was too tired in the mornings to adhere
to his schedule of one hour of study. His shacharis
(morning) prayers became increasingly hurried until
he
stopped davening with a minyan altogether.
The business prospered and Feivish soon found it
necessary to expand. This naturally meant more
responsibility and less free time. When Feivish was
appointed the king's agent, the added burden left him
with no time even for his prayers. On Shabbos he still
managed to daven in a synagogue. But soon he
stopped this too, being so worn out from his
strenuous efforts of the week. He would spend the
whole day in bed, just recovering his strength for the
week to come. Satan had won again.
His position as official supplier to the king once
presented an excellent business opportunity to
Feivish. He was invited to the prime minister's home
to sign a contract on a large order. Since he felt it
unseemly to appear as he was, he trimmed his beard,
acquired different clothing, and went to keep his
appointment. As he sat discussing business, the
prime minister's wife entered with refreshments.
Feivish did not wish to insult his hostess and tasted
one of the cakes laid before him. By way of
compliment, he casually asked her what they were
made of, and was relieved to hear that they
contained no treife (non-kosher) ingredients. And
thereafter, when
his affairs brought him to the prime minister's home
again, he would partake of the refreshments without
pangs of conscience. Little did he realize that the
woman did, in fact, use lard and fats to enhance the
flavor of her baking.
Once he had become lax in his eating habits, he felt
no compunctions about eating treife, eventually
bringing
such food into his own home.
His wife, distressed by Feivish's downfall, was
powerless to do anything. It pained and grieved her
deeply to see the metamorphosis of her husband
from a Torah scholar to an unobservant Jew, but she
no longer had any influence upon him and was forced
to remain silent. His G·dless ways were
apparent to
the whole community and Feivish acquired the
name, "Feivish, Lowest of the Low".
The years passed and Feivish prospered. The time
arrived for him to marry off his older daughter.
Although he realized that he was a sinner, Feivish
desired the best for his daughter, a Torah scholar and
an upright young man. But no one who knew Feivish
or had even heard of him would be likely to consent to
become his son-in-law. He decided to take a
business trip, combining it with a search for a suitable
young man. He took along with him his talis and
tefilin, though he had long ceased using them.
His travels brought Feivish to Hungary where he
stopped at a village. When he entered the synagogue,
he encountered a fine young student, whose very face
bespoke his greatness. Upon inquiry, he learned that
he was the son of the local rabbi and head of the Beis
Din - the rabbinical court. After talking with the youth
and becoming enamored of his fine qualities, Feivish
desired him as a son-in-law.
Feivish returned home and summoned a penniless
shadchan (matchmaker). He offered him a
substantial sum
to go to the village in Hungary and transact the
shiduch with the young man he had previously met.
The shadchan accepted the project and immediately
set forth.
When the shadchan reached the village, he went
straight to the rabbi's home. Posing as a grain
merchant, he said that business had brought him to
Hungary where he was required to remain for several
weeks. Since he was very particular in observance of
Kashrus, he begged the rabbi to accept him as a
paying guest. The rabbi, who barely subsisted upon
his meager salary, agreed to the arrangement. The
shadchan made himself very amenable during his
stay. He possessed a glib tongue and would
entertain the whole household with his amusing and
interesting anecdotes.
One day he approached the rabbi with a suggestion.
"I see that your son has already reached
marriageable age."
"Yes, that is true. Indeed, he has had many offers for
a shiduch, but they all require that we put up a large
sum of money, which in our circumstances, we cannot
possibly afford."
"Then I have just the thing for you. You see, before I
left my home town I was approached by a talmid
chochom, a man expert in shas and poskim, who is
extremely wealthy to the bargain. He told me that he
sought for his accomplished daughter, a fine youth
who would be willing to spend the rest of his days in
Torah study. If I were to come across such a youth, I
should feel free to represent him and suggest the
match. After having lived here for a while, I feel I know
you both, the honorable father and the learned son,
well enough to feel that something might come of my
humble suggestion.''
The rabbi listened to his guest's words and agreed to
meet with the father. The shadchan immediately
wrote to Feivish that the rabbi was amenable and that
he was to come and make his acquaintance.
Feivish's trip took several weeks but when he arrived
he was loaded with expensive gifts for the entire
family. Although his outward appearance did not
make the most favorable impression, the rebbetzin
assumed that this wealthy businessman certainly
came in contact with high officials and must alter his
appearance for their sake. But when the rabbi spoke
to Feivish he was truly amazed at his erudition in
Torah knowledge.
The couple now desired to see the daughter, but
Feivish convinced them to first announce the
engagement. If his daughter did not meet up with
their expectations, when she came with her father on
his next business trip, the engagement would
automatically be declared void.
A feast was made to celebrate the joyous occasion.
Many poor people were invited and the choson
(Bridegroom)
delivered a brilliant speech. Feivish discussed
several points, posing contradictions and resolving
them with his vast knowledge. The choson and his
parents were very happy and eagerly awaited further
developments.
Feivish took leave of his future mechutanim, again
showering them with gifts. He promised to return
soon with his daughter. When he did return with her,
she was approved by the rabbi and his family. Feivish
then suggested that they celebrate the wedding right
away.
"Why must you be bothered by such a lengthy trip to
our city. It is both tiring and expensive. How, too, do
you propose to leave your city without its leader? Let
us celebrate the wedding here and now, and then I
will take the young couple back with me to their new
home."
The rabbi agreed and the wedding took place.
Hundreds of people attended from the choson's
side but the callah (bride) and her father were the only
ones
to represent their side of the family. Feivish explained
that they had few relations and that distance prevented
their friends from attending.
After the seven days of celebration following the
wedding, Feivish and the young couple packed their
things and set out for home.
When they finally reached their destination, they were
greeted by many servants who rushed to take in their
things and make them comfortable. The young
chosen was not accustomed to the splendor and
wealth that was apparent all around him. They first
entered a large courtyard lit up by many lanterns,
surrounded by orchards and gardens from whence
emanated a mixture of heavenly fragrances. The
rugs and tapestries that adorned the rooms of the
mansion within
stunned the youth who had never seen such wealth in
all his days.
The choson and callah were taken to their room to
refresh themselves. Just as they had made
themselves comfortable, a knock was heard at the
door. It was Feivish, who begged to speak several
words with his new son-in-law.
"I think it is only fair to inform you of certain things
before you become a member of my household. I am
known in these parts as "Feivish, Lowest of the Low":
this is because I transgress all the commandments of
the Torah. I wish you to hear it first from me before
you hear it from outsiders. You may accuse me of
having deceived you but first let me state my case.
"Even though I myself am no longer an observant Jew,
I desire a pious and scholarly husband for my
daughter. I will give you your own home complete with
new furniture and dishes and you need have no
contact with me at all. I agree to continue to support
you for the rest of your days. If however, you still wish
to back out, you must give your wife a divorce
immediately and renounce all claims against me.
Furthermore, you may keep all the gifts I have given to
you until now. But whatever you decide. I want that
decision to be made by morning."
The poor young man was thoroughly shaken up.
What a disgrace for his eminent father and for himself
as well, to be thus connected with a man known
as "The Lowest of the Low"! His decision was clear;
he would divorce his wife the very next day and return
home.
When he had time to reflect, his mind was filled with
conflicting thoughts.
"Does it not say 'He who divorces his first wife - the
very altar sheds tears for him.' How can I return home
and tell everyone that my father-in-law is an
unobservant Jew. Who will believe me after the
wonderful impression he made upon my whole
village?
They will all whisper that it is my fault alone that the
marriage did not succeed. And it won't be easy for me
to find myself another wife after this."
Opposing arguments now rushed into his
mind. "Perhaps this is a plot fostered by the evil
inclination to ruin me. Just as my father-in-law was
seduced into abandoning the tenets of Judaism, so
might I be led astray."
Suddenly he was reminded of his new wife. Why must
she be punished for her father's sins. She was a good
woman and had every right to live a Torah-true life.
He confronted his wife with this question : "Would you
then be satisfied with leading a Torah life in contrast
to the life you have led under your father's
roof ?"
"My
dear husband," said the young woman earnestly,
tears streaming down her cheeks, "Do you not realize
that it is not you alone that I married, but all that you
stand for! How I have hated this life I lead here! How I
have yearned to live a Torah life. Never fear - I will
not hinder you from your studies but will do all in my
power to encourage you and help you."
The entire night had passed while the young man had
considered and weighed all the aspects of his
situation. Early the next morning, a knock was again
heard at
the door. The choson told the waiting Feivish that he
had decided to remain. Feivish then took his son-in-
law and showed him his new lodgings and told him
that he would have furniture delivered that very day.
The young man then went to the Beis Medrosh to
daven.
The people there greeted the newcomer and,
noticing his Hungarian manner of dress, asked if he
had come to stay. The young man then explained that
he had married Feivish's daughter. Everyone was
shocked to hear this and hastened to warn him about
his father-in-law's irreligious ways, lest he be
influenced by them. He listened to their warnings
politely and then went home to study.
Rebbe Baal Shem Tov lived not far from Feivish and
the
young son-in-law began to frequent the rebbe's Beis
Medrosh. IN a short time, he spent several days each
week studying
by the Baal Shem Tov and would return for Shabbos.
Two years passed and Feivish's second daughter
became of a marriageable age. Feivish reasoned that
his chances for
getting a scholarly husband for her were even
slimmer than before, for his first son-in-law had surely
written home about him. He would now be notorious
even in Hungary. He decided therefore to travel to a
distant part in Russia and begin his search there.
He arrived at a certain village and entered its Beis
Medrosh. There he found the rabbi, a follower of the
Baal Shem Tov, seated at a table surrounded by his
chassidim, engrossed in Torah study. Impressed by
the scene, Feivish made inquiries about this rabbi.
When he learned that he had a son who was likewise
a pious scholar, he was overjoyed. He hurried home
and summoned the shadchan to him once again.
This time however, the shadchan was loath to
perform the deceptive mission and it required a
doubling of the previous fee to persuade him.
The shadchan arrived at his destination and went to
the Beis Medrosh. The rabbi was again seated with
his talmidim (students). The shadchan sat down and
joined
them at their study. Eventually he brought the talk
around to the Baal Shem Tov, about whom he knew
many fascinating stories. His audience listened to
him spellbound, their admiration and affection
towards the capable storyteller growing by the
minute. When the shadchan felt that the chassidim
knew him well enough, he approached the rabbi's
young son with his proposal for a shiduch.
The young man listened respectfully and then
referred him to his mother. The rebbetzin also
listened with interest but told him that it was her
husband, the rabbi,
who made all such decisions. She finally agreed, after
much pleading on the shadchan's part, to personally
approach her husband in this matter. She relayed to
the rabbi all the information that the shadchan had
told her, of Feivish's wealth and of his scholarly son-in-
law, husband to Feivish's first daughter. The rabbi
did indeed recall seeing the young man by the Baal
Shem Tov but he refused to commit himself without
first seeing Feivish.
The shadchan duly summoned Feivish to come and
discuss the matter with the rabbi. But as soon as the
rabbi beheld Feivish's face, he intuitively felt that it was
the face of a sinner. Loath to discuss the matter, he
asked Feivish to leave the next day.
That evening, the rabbi prayed that it be revealed to
him in a dream what course of action he was to take.
That night he had a dream in which he was told that
even though Feivish himself was a
sinner, his daughter was the predestined wife for his
son. The rabbi was not to do anything to prevent this
match for it was heaven-ordained and would come to
pass in any event. The rabbi immediately awoke and
hurried to Feivish's room with his answer.
Feivish had been lying in bed when suddenly he
heard footsteps coming towards his room. He
hurriedly donned a robe, and went over to his table to
pore over a gemorra, pretending that he had been
studying all evening. The rabbi knocked and was told
to enter.
"You have nothing to hide from me," the rabbi told his
startled guest. "I know just what kind of a man you are
and all your sins have been revealed to me. However,
I agree to go through with the match for I have been
informed that it is so willed in heaven."
Feivish was relieved with this news, as well as by the
fact that he need not maintain his pretenses any
longer. He therefore decided to hold the wedding in
his city. He set a date for the event and returned home.
Feivish's family was overjoyed to hear the good news,
most of all the first son-in-law. He would now have a
companion with whom he could study. It was he who
made all the arrangements for the forthcoming
wedding making sure, of course, that all the food
would be of the highest degree of kashrus.
The week of the wedding arrived. The rabbi and his
talmidim arrived in the city before Shabbos. Their
arrival made a big stir in the community, but when the
townspeople learned that the visiting rebbe was to be
Feivish's mechutan, they simply shook their heads in
bewilderment. They tried to forewarn him of Feivish's
true nature but the rabbi's mind was made
up.
The wedding day arrived and all rejoiced - Feivish,
on having succeeded in again acquiring a scholarly
son-in-law, the rabbi, on having married off his son so
painlessly, and the first son-in-law on having
acquired a pious brother-in-law.
During the festivities, the rabbi stood up and
proposed a toast. "To your true repentance,
mechutan."
"No, rabbi." answered Reb Feivish, "I'm afraid the time
has not arrived as yet."
"When then will you repent?"
"Ah, if only I knew when I was to die, I would repent
three days before my death."
"Let me have your promise on that," said the rabbi,
and he leaned over to grasp Feivish's hand firmly.
The week of festivities over, the rabbi returned home
with his talmidim and the new husband assumed his
new responsibilities. Feivish provided a home
complete with new furnishings and utensils for the
couple, and life settled down to normal. The two
brothers-in-law now went together to the Baal Shem
Tov where they studied and received
guidance.
The years passed and the rebbe, the father of his
second son-in-law, departed from this
world but Feivish lived on, steeped in his evil ways.
One Shabbos night he returned home from a wild
party he had attended and threw himself down upon
his bed. Suddenly the door of his chamber opened
slowly and a man dressed all in white entered. It was
Feivish's mechutan, the rabbi.
"I have come from Heaven to remind you of the
promise you made
at your daughter's wedding. In three days time you will
die. The time has come for you to repent your wicked
ways."
The rabbi disappeared as silently as he had come.
Feivish sat up in bed all shaken. Is it possible to
repent in three days time, he wondered, what I have
transgressed during thirty years?
Suddenly he fell into a fit. He screamed and struck his
head against the wall and no one could restrain him.
A doctor was quickly summoned but Feivish did not let
him get near. Finally the two sons-in-law were called.
When they appeared, Feivish calmed down somewhat
and told them what had happened.
"What am I to do? How can I possibly repent all my
sins? Maybe you can take me to the Baal Shem Tov?
Right now! If anyone can still help me, it is
he."
The two young men immediately ordered the
carriage prepared and were soon speeding towards
the Baal Shem Tov.
It was already after midnight and their only concern
was how to get in to see the holy Baal Shem Tov at
this late hour. But as soon as they arrived, the
shammos hurried out to them and asked:
"Has Reb Feivish arrived?"
As soon as they entered the study, Feivish threw
himself down at the Baal Shem Tov's feet and burst
into uncontrollable sobbing, his life's story emerging
between his racking cries.
"You can still repent, Feivish," said the rebbe. "Now
listen. You must fast for the next three days and
spend the entire time in the Beis Medrosh in prayer
and repentance. When the people come to pray in
the morning and evening, you are to throw yourself
down at their feet and exclaim, 'I am Feivish the Sinner
who has transgressed all the commandments of the
Torah. I regret it all and have accepted upon myself
the burden of repentance as specified by the Baal
Shem Tov. In addition to this, you are to throw
yourself down at the feet of anyone who enters the
Beis Medrosh during the day and repeat what I have
just told you."
"Is that all, rebbe? How can these actions atone for
thirty years of heavy sinning?"
"You just do as I have instructed and all will turn out
well."
Feivish set out immediately for the Beis Medrosh to
begin his program of tshuva. He recited tehilim all day
and night, he confessed his sins before everyone who
entered the shul, and he wept and fasted all the
while. By the third day he was at the end of his
strength.
These developments irked and inflamed Satan. The
man whom he had ensnared in his nets for thirty
years was now making amends for them in three days
time! It was just not fair! All of his work was being
nullified. He raised a riot in heaven at the injustice of
such instant tshuva and the heavenly court ruled that
Satan might descend to have another try at corrupting
Feivish. If Satan could succeed in forcing Feivish to
taste a bit of treife food again, his repentance would
not be accepted.
On Tuesday afternoon a distinguished person
entered the Beis Medrosh. Feivish rushed over, and
throwing himself down at his feet, made his usual
confession.
"What kind of silly behavior is this for a grown man?"
asked the stranger.
Feivish explained his situation and said that the Baal
Shem Tov had instructed him to thus prostrate himself
at every newcomer's feet. The man sat himself at a
table and opened a gemorra. He began learning out
loud, pretending that he could barely understand the
text. Feivish politely interrupted him.
"Please forgive my impertinence, but that is not the
way one should understand that particular passage."
"If you are indeed a learned man, than why must you
abase yourself in such a manner? Does it not say
that if a scholar sins let him study two pages of
gemorra and he will be strengthened by Torah?"
Meanwhile a minyan had gathered in the Beis
Medrosh to daven mincha (the afternoon prayer
service). Feivish, greatly weakened
by his three-day fast, struggled to stand up and go
over to them, but the stranger tried to detain him.
"Does it not also say 'And you shall guard your lives
exceedingly.' If you continue fasting any longer you
may not last the day. How then will you propose to
repent the sin of suicide on top of all your other
transgressions?"
Feivish hurried nevertheless to fulfill the Besht's
instructions and threw himself down before the men
who had assembled. Then he returned to the
stranger, who had meanwhile taken out a package of
food.
Feivish was literally dying for just a taste of fresh
bread. The stranger offered to share his meal.
Feivish wavered. Suddenly he noticed that a drop of
candlewax, which was made from animal fats, had
fallen into the stranger's soup.
"I wouldn't touch that soup, it's treife!" he shouted.
The stranger then tried to make him taste some
challah. But since Feivish had not washed his hands
he refused to eat the bread.
"Here you are on the very threshhold of starvation and
you still stand on ceremony? Come with me, I will help
you wash your hands."
The stranger took Feivish to the sink but somehow
there was no water in the faucets. He then led the
weakened but resisting Feivish to the mikveh where
there was sure to be water. But here too, the man
was disappointed. Poor Feivish summoned up his
last ounce of strength to wrench himself away from
his persuasive captor and jumped into the empty
mikveh. As he was falling he felt the Baal Shem Tov's
hands on him and he heard his voice.
"Feivish, it was such a self-sacrifice that we had
hoped of you. Now all your sins are atoned for. Rest
now in peace."
It was concerning this Feivish that they said, "Feivish
the Lowly sanctified G-d's holy name in public."
And so it was.
Freely adapted by Tzvi Meir HaCohane (Howard M.
Cohn, Patent Attorney) from a story
recounted by Reb Kahana Nachman, the Spinker
Rebbe, as reported in Tales of the Baal
Shem Tov by Y.Y. Klapholtz.
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The Baal Shem Tov's Teachings on the Torah
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Lest there be among you any man, woman, family or
tribe, whose heart strays this day from the
L·rd our G·d, and who goes and
worships the gods of those nations. Lest there be
among you a root whose fruit is gall and wormwood.
(Deuteronomy 29:17)
Know - for this is clear - that whenever a person has
bitter and evil thoughts that challenge his faith, his life
is at that very moment being judged,1 or
the life of
one of his children. Therefore, he must try as hard as
he can to annul these evil thoughts and to bind his
soul with simple faith to G·d. He must believe
and know that there is no place devoid of Him, and
that G·d enlivens, creates, directs and judges
everything - every single movement and word. He
should constantly repent in joy and with a good heart
to serve his Creator. Each morning, he should declare
that if, G·d forbid, the Accuser tempts him with
a thought opposite G·d's will, it will be
completely invalidated, for it is altogether empty and
without substance, like the thoughts and foolishness
that the evil inclination puts in the heads of
unintelligent people. He should reject them with all of
his heart in truth.
Otzar HaChayim, Shalach, p. 106a
1Similarly, the Arizal writes that if a
person suddenly
starts crying on Rosh Hashanah or during the Ten
Days of Penitence, it is a sign that at that moment, he
is being judged before the Heavenly Tribunal.
Translation
and Commentary by Rabbi Dr.
Eliezer Shore
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THE PILLAR OF PRAYER
The Baal Shem Tov's Teachings on Prayer
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Section 1.6
Causing prayers to
ascend.
I heard in the name of the Baal Shem Tov that an
intelligent person that prays does not physically
ascend like smoke leaving the mouth. Rather, it is
when a person's desire and intention are with feeling
and enthusiasm that the prayers will ascend.
Ohr HaMeir, Shir ha-Shirim
Translation
and
Commentary by Rabbi Dr.
Eliezer Shore
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THE LIGHT OF THE EYES
On the Greatness of the Baal Shem Tov
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Section 22.
The cantor told Rabbi Elimelech that when the Baal
Shem Tov would look at any object, such as a bench
or a table, he could tell all the thoughts that the
craftsman had when he made that object. Rabbi
Elimelech was astounded by this.
Afterward, as the conversation continued, the cantor
told Rabbi Elimelech how the Baal Shem Tov could
gaze from one end of the earth to the other. Once,
when his students were sitting before him, the Baal
Shem Tov chuckled a little, as he often did.
His students asked him why he chuckled. He said that
in a certain city, in a very distant land, a nobleman had
spent several years building a beautiful palace. Just
now, at this moment, a tzaddik was on his way to the
synagogue to pray Mincha. It had started to hail very
heavily, so the tzaddik had to run and take shelter in
the palace the nobleman had spent so long building.
When the tzaddik left the palace for the synagogue, the
palace collapsed. "How can I not laugh over how
much G·d's direction of the world is hidden?
The purpose of this great building was to give shelter
to this tzaddik for a short while. During that time, the
tzaddik rectified all of the stones and all of the sparks
[of holiness] that were in them. Why, then, did they
need to remain standing? That is why they
immediately collapsed."
Later, we saw in the newspaper the story of the same
building, and its unexplained collapse. And it had
happened exactly at the hour [that the Baal Shem Tov
had laughed].
Then, the cantor stood up and swore that he once
learnt Torah from the Baal Shem Tov. As they learned,
fire had burned around them. It burned until they were
so purified, they heard the Torah from our Master as
the Children of Israel had received it at Mount Sinai:
with thunder and lightening and the mighty blasts of
the shofar! It was exactly as at Mount Sinai! The
sounds [of Mount Sinai] were Divine and never
ceased; however, a person needed holiness and
purity [to hear them].
Rabbi Elimelech replied, "I have not achieved that,
though it comes as no surprise; the service and
holiness of our Master, Yisrael Baal Shem Tov, was
extremely great. Moreover, his holy practices were in
that pure place, the Nestir River, and from Achiya
HaShiloni. Fortunate is the person who merits this."
The G·d-fearing who hear this will understand
that all the above-mentioned levels, or similar ones,
were attained by Rabbi Elimelech.
From the Manuscripts of Rabbi Yitzchok Isaac of
Komarno
Translation
and Commentary by Rabbi Dr. Eliezer Shore
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KESER SHEM TOV
Anthology of the Teachings of the Baal Shem Tov
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Section 179. ELEVATING FALLEN SPARKS
"How should one dance before the bride? The House
of Shamai says, 'As the bride is,' and the House of
Hillel says, 'A pretty and graceful
bride.' "1
The Baal Shem Tov taught2:
In the future the Shekhinah/Divine presence will be
called a bride, but at present, It is referred to as, "æàú
."3
This, then, is the question in the above teaching. At
present, while the Divine presence is still in exile,
before It is called a bride, how can one dance? For the
goal of dancing is to elevate the fallen sparks and the
lower levels, and to bring them up on High, as a holy
dance is able to do.4 Who, then, is able
to do this now properly, during exile (as Rabbi Chaim
Vital said in the secret of the nefilat apaim
prayer5)?
Therefore, the House of Shamai says, "As the bride
is," meaning, as the Zohar says,6 each
person according to his understanding. Even if one is
unable to make specific unifications, and can only do
so in a general way, one should do so according to
one's understanding.
However, the House of Hillel says, "A pretty and
graceful bride," meaning that one must know the
details of how to remove the dirt and filthy clothing
from the sparks, and to adorn them in specific ways,
so that the Shekhinah be a pretty and graceful
bride.7
1Tractate Ketubot 17a.
2Tzofnath Paneach 46a.
3 æàú is the feminine form of "this,"
which emphasizes, "this," and not "that." Such
individuation symbolizes the lowest world of Malkhut,
where this world is identified as being separate
from "That," from G·d, where the Bride is
separated from the Groom (Toldoth Yaakov Yoseph,
Tzav #3).
4Elsewhere in this context (quoted in
Mekor Mayim Chaim #89 on Sefer Baal Shem Tov,
Noah), the Hebrew word for dancing is noted as also
bearing the meaning of sifting-sifting out the good
from the bad, in order to elevate it.
5Pri Etz Chaim XIII:2.
6I 103b.
7According to the path of Shamai, it is
sufficient to have in mind the general awareness that
every single action and thought that one has is a
manifestation of the Divine presence, whereas
according to the path of Hillel, one should learn, if one
can, the specific way in which each and every different
action and thought is a manifestation. This is not
really a difference of opinion, but different paths for
people or situations of different potentials that in the
end bring a person to the same goal.
Translation and Commentary by Rabbi
Yehoshua
Starrett
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